trouble

stress?
busy?
dun know why seems that the people around me
get angry easily
and very sensetive
and very emotional
even me too...
really dun know why~ can someone tell me?!
really HATE the feeling （T.T）

like many trouble comes at once
dun know how to handle it
exam is coming soon
i can tell honestly that i have not prepare yet

428 bersih&lynas
seems that many people support
i only stay on fb to know the lastest news
nothing to say...
who's wrong?
who's false?
who know?
wishs that the people who joining know the reason why they be there,
but not for fun...
don't just follow people step...

429 going to L license talk
3 hours suffer
finish at about 1.30pm
after that stay home do revision
then receive a call from dhung
feel happy because willing to share with me
but i know that u are damn angry that time
i know the feeling that get lost in a group
dislike it too

［存在感］
for me is a very vital things
even for everyone too..

[渺小的蚂蚁也有存在的目的，人类？！]

busy life

this few month are totally busy with school life~
what kind of principal we have that always organised many useless and helpless activities in our SPM examination~
teachers and students are tired for that especially the form5 teachers
they have no sufficient time to teach and finish the syllabus
for us, we have to study our own but because of those stupid activities,
really no time to work for it...
for those lazy gang in my class they really did a "good" job
until the teachers are fed up with them and scold us angryly

I don't want let the teachers think that our class is hopeless
so,please don't spoilt our class image

[please la, think about your future,
boyfriend is not anythings,
appreaciate what you have now!]

and I really don't like the people who never return back the book after borrow it,
are you copy? or as reference?
damn DISLIKE it!
please think about others feeling too

now, still got ONLY a week for me to do revision
can I do it ?!  I don't think so ...
@@
jiayous~

for my friends:
nowadays the weather is so hot,
and I'm almost fall in sick,
drink more water
take care guys~

(//^_^\\)

失落感

最后一年的越野赛跑

很乖的我

当然有出席

和每年一样没有名次

不过我很享受过程

跑完后

和凯雯，家彤去了亦雯家准备下一个行程

5.30pm我回到家了

今天走了蛮多地方

赛跑>cm>KFC>书局>茨场街>chat time>Mc Donald

在午餐时间

遇到学弟妹在开会

还有同届

多数是联谊会成员

不是想特地扯去联谊和非联谊的意思
家彤凯雯走过去讲下话

发觉自己很没有存在感

同届都和她俩有交流到

我连对上眼的机会都没有

我不知到为什么

是联谊和非联谊之间的距离吗？！
真的连说句话都搭不上嘴
还是我们本来就不熟

我有主动走上前去交流

感觉上就是没发现我

一来我不想丢下亦雯

一会儿就回去和亦雯吃午餐

过后有学妹来问名字要做报告记录

不知要气还是高兴

至少她知道我是学姐，但是不知道我的名字><

当时

连不是学记的亦雯都告诉我：

//感觉上你好想被忽略的...//

那一刻的我

找不到更好的形容词

只有失落...不高兴难免会有

难得和亦雯出来
就不想烦了
过后逛了一下
心情有好点

回到家
我真的有在回想
到底为什么
找着理由
没有结论
眼泪又不听话了
不想这样。
感觉对这个“家“陌生了

还是...
我是时候把时间分给学习和朋友
而不是学记。


//这不是我的风格，这一天，我真的欢喜不起来。//